To tell you the truth, I'm not a good person. Seriously, am not. I did a lot of things that might hurt others, directly or indirectly. And these will eventually killing me. Yes, i get hurt at the end. No kidding. And when I get hurt, I always feel bad for myself. Always have the thought that how a bad person I have been, that I don't even deserve any forgiveness.
Not just that. When the situation get so tough, I barely could keep myself on my own feet. Always feel down easily. My self-esteem decrease drastically. I always keep missing the tract. Whatever I do, it didn't work out perfectly. Everything went wrong. At this moment, I feel like I am the most useless human on earth.
Couldn't things get any worse?
The best thing to do is switch off the light, go straight to bed, cover myself with blanket, and sleep, hoping it will all just end here.
Ever experience these kind of scenarios? I bet you did.
If you think your life is miserable enough, well think again. Think wisely.
If you find yourself to be in difficulties or distress,
show kindness to others,
and you'll be the first to find solace and comfort.
Give to the needy, defend and oppressed,
help those in distress,
and visit the sick : you will find
that happiness surrounds you from all direction
~Don't Be Sad, by 'Aaidh ibn Abdullah al-Qarni~
And this help me all the time. When I feel bad, I always try to help others. And that makes me feel great again. Because I know, someone else out there, is having a harder life than mine.
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